"I masturbate..." Day Nineteen

Copyright 2011 Shilo McCabe

I masturbate and my mind wanders as much as my hands. There are special fantasies and special spots, sensitive places on my body and secret situations that meander to the front of my thoughts then dance back into the shadows. Technology has been steadily creeping into my bedroom, (or sofa, or kitchen table...) and it gives me both something concrete to focus the wondering and a springboard for more elaborate technolusts. Masturbation as alternative to war. Teledildonics as pathway to the divine.    -Damani Starr